A **T-Lex** life

To my special someone,

  Though it has only been two months, I really want you to know that I feel more than happy everyday that I'm with you. I truly apologize for some of my more nonsensical and burst of energy that I tend to have once to often that might annoy you at times, but I want you to know I only do it out of good faith with you as I feel most comfortable with you.  I have once question about fate, and if things were really meant to be. I feel that with you now that question has been answered. I dare not commit to the future as that is something that is unknown, but what I dare to commit is that I will be there to walk this path as long as you believe that I'm still capable of being a pillar to support and guide you. I hope that it will never come to one day that I would take you for granted and let your feelings be hurt, for it would be very silly of myself to let us reach such a state. Therefore its this post is not only for me to wish you happy two months dear, its also for you to use as a reminder for me that I have promise to do my best to keep us together, for if I haven't done my best I shouldn't have been given the chance.

Hope that you recover as soon as possible..!!

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Had quite an uneventful day at work today, really nothing much to do in my current department. So glad just one more day and I can say Bye to this department. So guess what I had about 7 hours plus to think about a lot of issue, ad time to read almost every article in the newspaper today too.

After reading the newspaper I began to think about what the World has become today, through the newspaper you read about wars and a lot of suffering. Are we not suppose to be modern people who are civilize and value every single person life, more than humans we are suppose to care about the environment too. Sadly what is portrayed by the general population of mankind is quite the opposite, most politicians are to carried away with their own agenda that they forget about the greater cause they are suppose to fight for, in some cases they never intended to.

Over the years of evolution, have we really improve? mankind? have we not destroy the most beautiful gift of all, mother nature itself in order for us to achieve our selfish dreams?.. I have really ponder on this question, wondering if I would be able to do away with the technology that I myself depend on so greatly..

Success of one person now is normally determine by his wealth, gone were the days were most people who respect you for your wisdom and knowledge. Now a days people are so materialistic that they will say all this knowledge, wisdom and principals cannot be use to buy food, so the term money is the root of all evil could truly be real. Because if there is one thing almost everyone desires is to have more money, what happen to having a Quality Life. Do we really need money to have a Quality Life? most answers would point towards that direction but I would like to believe deep down somewhere life doesn't need to be like that. A simple village life sometimes is what we people from the urban areas might crave for deep down inside. I'm sitting here thinking if I do make it to 60 am I gonna be proud telling people that at my height of my career I was a General Manager for some company, or telling people i learn the true meaning of life doing what you enjoy most. For example living a simple life on an island like redang, maybe being a diving instructor there, making people dreams come true by showing the beauty of the open sea.

So many thoughts so little answers.. More to come when i feel like it.. hahaha.. abit lazy to continue all my thoughts about life.. till the next time

1. At what age do you wish to marry?
28 an above

2.Will you like someone that is younger than you?
Yeah

3.Where is the place that you want to go the most?
right now?
Monaco

4.If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
Owning a little performance workshop, working on cars for a comfortable living.

5.Do you believe you can survive without money?
Would love to try, but highly unlikely.

6.What are you afraid to lose the most?
Family and friends

7.If you win $1 million, what would you do?
Invest the money, but not before I buy a Sports Car

8.If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
I would.

9.List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
(Ken Tan) Joker, bloody good friend and a great bottomless pit.

10.What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
To be who they are.

11.Which type of person do you hate the most?
Idiots who do not use their brains.

12.If you are given the chance to go back to the past and make a difference, will you?
A few things that I won't mention.

13.What is the thing that will make you think that he/she is bad?
..

14. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
The pleasure of knowing the importance of one's life.

15.Are you a shopaholic or not?
Nope.

16.If you have a chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
Less Noisy.

17.Who is the person that you can share all your problems with?
Family and my buddies.

18.What's your weakest point?
Loud mouth hehehe...

19. What's the thing that you're most proud of?
Getting out of uni

20. Are you going to school/college/work tomorrow ?
Going to work as usual

What is life really about? can someone tell me?. Does it mean by getting a good job? I have always believe that one would truly be considered successful. So what am I truly looking for at the moment, I’m actually very happy with my current job, but I’m lacking something, some trill which I can’t explain why. Is life really a random mathematical variable.

Many years has pass since I was the little boy the eagerly waited for you to take me out on you motorbike. Time flies, I'm working now. As a kid, mum has always reminded me what a tough childhood you all have been through and remember making a promise that as family when i start making money I would try to provide you with the comfort in life that you miss out during childhood and working life. Why must it be when I finally just started working that you must leave?

I know as I grew up and didn't speak much with you as I use too, I'm really sorry. I really don't know what to say now, everything is too late. Even though I knew that this would come sooner or later, rest in peace my dear uncle.

Dear dea bueh,
Its gonna be one year soon since you left us, I have graduated from Monash. Tien Jing will come along soon enough, we both made a promise that we would go to hainan island like you wanted us to do so. We will do you proud, and you are greatly missed.

Our past our history is what defines who we are, as it shapes us into who we are.. Therefore its important.. But our goal in life is what drives us into the future.. Therefore we shall not forget our past but one shall not live in the past and strive forward with hope..

Done with uni life for the time being.. Found a job.. I should be glad and very happy and excited about it.. But I ain't entirely over joyed by it.. For the past 16 years the only real job i had was studying and that sudden thought of something I know so dearly is going to change.. it really scares me in a way. But overall I'm glad a made it through uni in one piece.. Watch out western digital here i come!!!

Its been a rather hectic week for me, a lot of things happen and I'm rather happy that things are behind me now. I guess i truly understand what does it mean by "leng dai hei, fong dak dai". Its hard to do but I need to this time, well hope TL will be completely back soon

Exams are just so tiring for the mind and body, well 3 more days to go and thats it.. There goes my life in Monash.. But i seriously hope that it would end with a bang!!